typing is easier than writing. i keep meaning to write, but i'm too tiiiiired. some things, lately: opera with dad. austin lyric opera does rigoletto. awesome. lovely evening. we walked the lake, dined at schlotsky's (bread alone), i got student-rate tickets (1/2 price). dressed up a bit. music was great, orchestra great, new long center very nice. dad on his cell a lot (before, intermission, and after). i allowed this to get to me at the end, which spoiled the mood, but then apologized. mood restored. dad will be on his phone. deal. at least he declined other offers to spend the evening with me. 'preciate that.

baby time. keats is over 4 months and oh so handsome. perfect really. good humored, curious, responsive. grasping things, often hair, with surprising strength. seems to like me very much, which pleases me very much. hope that sticks. bella is bellissimo. we are on a casa de luz kick. any place with seconds is a winner.

moving to nyc!! shawn there now, looking for places (alone). i have tulsa opera, then will join him. very excited to be near ezzie!!

so tonight i called mom to see if i could stop by her place. no answer, no answer. turns out she was fighting w/scott. but i thought they were just working together, you say. ha. it seems obvious now. so he dissed her, she's upset, tho they were supposed to be over, romantically. so he's a jerk, she said some "good things." she is hurt, by a man, again. she had company, so i did not stop by. haven't seen her much this visit. we have a date tomorrow. i'm gonna tell her not to be mad. she yelled at me a little on the phone talking about scott. her anger is right there on the surface- be careful. also very deep. hurting her soul. is that cheesy? well anyway she needs to let go of some stuff, move forward. progress. thoughtful, careful choices. etc.

  posted by meg @ 9:24 PM